Monday, September 22, 2025

The Knucklehead Ballet

 This is a weird one that’s something of an experiment - where I can’t figure out whether to call it final or scrap it all together.  Can’t say it’s my favorite, and can’t quite hit delete…so here it is.  With a name like “Knucklehead Ballet” it automatically feels…odd.

I envision this one as a 3/4 time with some carnival style background instrumentation.  


The music in the background 

sounds unfamiliar

Though it’s a song 

I feel like I should know

There’s spinning and dancing

And fussing and prancing

and I can’t help but laugh

At the silliness of it all


We could call it culture, 

you could call it great art

An observational production 

where everyone plays a part

It’s open casting, each day it’s someone new

A show every morning, sometimes several by noon

Such a long standing run, there’s shows every day

The foolishness and gymnastics of the knucklehead ballet


The knucklehead ballet

In the theater of life

Every moment of folly

We’re watching it live

And some hope, and some think

And some never learn, 

Oh the moments we’d take back

If we could see them the way

They come across 

in the knucklehead ballet


Every day the theater’s open 

to all who would come

you’d be surprised 

at the wide casting call, 

And all the corners they come from

People you might know, up on the stage

Painted and costumed and put on display

Shouting or barking or making a scene

Swaying and moving and causing a fuss

Aren’t you just glad it ain’t’ one of us


It seems all so proper until viewed from afar

Yet somehow the blind spot looms rather large

There’s cracks in the makeup 

and the tone makes you cringe  

The lines aren’t quite right

and something seems somewhat unhinged 

What occurs on the stage 

in the knucklehead ballet


The knucklehead ballet

In the theater of life

Every moment of weakness

We’re watching it live

And some hope, and some think

And some never learn, 

Oh the moments we’d take back

If we could see them the way

They come across 

in the knucklehead ballet


Oh, You could tell by the posture 

that this one should be good

They’re winding up to something 

wiser folks never would

They’re about to break out, 

about to make this scene


And It’s easy to say 

Just how foolish they’ve been

Seeing just how it looks 

out here once again

But the actors here 

They just can’t see the turn

The way each of their lines 

will come back to burn

And by the time they’re all done 

They’ll wish they’d never been,

The act on display 

at the knucklehead ballet.


Oh such a surprise, 

I can’t believe what I see,

When the actor in the looking glass,

Looks an awful lot like me.  

it’s easy to think its all someone else

But even in the image’s distorted reflection

I see myself


Looking in the mirror 

at tonight’s headlining star

I can’t help but be reminded, 

some days the knucklehead is me.

Decisions Nobody Wants to Make

Two brothers standing side by side
One was twelve and one was only eight
Mom and dad decided
To go their separate ways
East or west boys, you decide
We’re leaving it to you.
Y’all can choose.  

between a rock and a hard place
neither feels secure
The path leads somewhere forward
But its beaten and obscured
When faith feels like it’s hanging
By a single frayed thread
In that open space - are decisions,
Nobody wants to make


It was all machines and wires

Keeping her alive

As friends and relatives

Looked on with moist eyes

How long should this go on

In it’s current state

Who on earth would want to live this way?


Between a rock and a hard place

neither one seems just right

The path leads somewhere through the dark

But it’s hard to see the light

When hope feels like its hanging

By a single frayed thread

And life hangs in the balance

Its an odd and hard space with decisions,

nobody wants to make.


It’s a special kind of pain to be holding the match

To a fire you didn’t want to burn

When it seems like any way you go, 

Something you love will go down in flames

some decisions are just hard

And even the toughest heart has moments, 

where it feels like it’ll break


Praying in the garden, everything on the line

Friends around so sleepy, they can’t even stay awake

Angels waiting in the wings for a call that won’t be made,

For the man who’s divine nature on view for all to see,

“Not my will but yours be done”

Surrendering in our place, to decisions nobody would want to make


Between a rock and a hard place

Working with intention to make things right

The path leads up to a cross

Where Dark days cannot overwhelm the light

When hope feels like its hanging

By a single frayed thread

He stood there in the balance

And paid the price the ransom

For decisions, nobody wants to make…

Oh decisions, nobody should have made

Friday, March 14, 2025

Here I Am

Here I Am


You wouldn't know me
no, this disease I carry
Leaves me cold
Leaves me often without feeling
And I'm exiled
Live apart from all my people
unclean
Mind is sharp, but body feeble
Yeah, you wouldn't know me.


Yet here I am
Calling out to this man
Who's been known, through all the land
Sir, Heal me if you can
Oh heal me if you can.


You wouldn't recognize me
Sin's marks left me disfigured
So broken I can no longer
Recognize this image in the mirror
and now just look
He touched me and I was healed
seen and restored
I am exiled no more
Yeah, you wouldn't recognize me.


Yet here I am,
I was broken, needed healing
Bound by chains no one was seeing
He came and gave me breath
and now my head is reeling
Tell me who is this man
Oh who is this man


I bet you wouldn't see me
Just another face in the crowd
coming to watch
the fate of this prophet and healer
what a turn, not sure i should even be here
Different
I shouldn't be swept up in this mob
Yeah, you couldn't pick me out of this crowd


Yet here I am
the crowd around me is screaming
and I can feel my lips
Betraying the man that is bleeding
Sir, what have I done
Oh God, forgive me what have I done.

Wednesday, February 5, 2025

Vows


Darling, what did you mean 
when you said for better or for worse
How could you know at the time 

the weight of those five words 

How the lowest of lows and the highest of highs

Would pass before our eyes

How they’d fall on the good and on the bad

Still here we are here, hand in hand


And for as long as we both shall live

I’ll have a hold on you, like the gift it is

And while we are far from perfect 

This Love is surely worth it…

and I will love and cherish you,

‘Til death do us part

Oh til death do us part


Baby what did you mean

When you said In sickness and in health

Did you dream that this would be 

The cards that we’d be dealt

It seems we’ve walked our way across

Little bits of heaven and little bits of hell

Have we passed the worst of it

I guess Only time will tell


And for as long as we both shall live

I’ll have a hold on you, like the gift it is

And while we are far from perfect 

This Love is surely worth it…

and I will love and cherish you,

‘Til death do us part

Oh til death do us part


Honey, what did you mean

When you said for richer or for poor

Did you know the depths it’d take

To shepherd what we have and more

Little moments pretending to hold

the strings of blessings purse

Still learning to grasp loosely what we never really own


But for as long as we both shall live

I’ll have a hold on you, like the gift it is

And while we are far from perfect 

This Love is surely worth it…

and I will love and cherish you,

‘Til death do us part

Oh til death do us part


Yeah, For just as long as we both shall live

I’ll have an hold you - like the gift it is.

And while neither of us is perfect

This love he gives makes it all worth it

And I’ll love you like he does and cherish you

Till death do us part…

Oh oh, till death do us part


To have and to hold

For richer of poorer

To Love and cherish

Till death do us part